Sunday, September 12, 2010

I Don't Want to be Anything Other Than What I've Been Trying to Be Lately

Today I saw a boy I went to kindergarten with in an Army uniform. He was home after basic training, riding on the same train as me. When did I get old enough that someone who is the SAME AGE AS ME is off joining the ARMY?!?!

It's overwhelming. This growing up thing.

The other day I went through my entire closet and took out anything that was NOT black, white, brown, gray, or blue or had flowers/hearts on it (aside from tshirts and dresses and the like). All my friends got new wardrobes. hahaha. but today I realized that i now have an EXTREMELY small selection of clothing to wear...whoops. I've also dyed my hair super dark and changed my daily "make-up" routine. In addition i wear 2039478023897 bagillzion bracelets on each wrist and am planning on getting 3-5 new piercings soon (ish). All this information seems inconsequential...but the point i am TRYING to make is....I'm growing up and I don't know WHEN THAT HAPPENED. My entire life i've never cared what I wore or how I wore my hair. Now i can't stick to a hairstyle for the LIFE of me and I'm wearing dresses just because I want to.

I'm DRIVING. I freaking live in my car I drive so much. It's ridic. I don't know what's happening.

I think I like it.

Besides community college. Which I don't think I like.


In other news: I'm obsessed with Greys Anatomy.


Wheee.


oh&ilovemyfriiiends[:
&honk!

&life.
but that's old/continuous news!


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